This isn't the same as a demon who will heal nearly immediately, whose wound he had to fight, but who could offer the deepest satisfaction. He wonders if he'll get used to this having to be more frequent, when he doesn't dare actually ask for enough to help more than temporarily.]
I... can't truly say. At home, it was regular but not frequent, as I... [This sounds pathetic and stupid, he feels.] ...both had a willing companion in the act who could offer a large amount of blood, and practiced a great deal of self-denial. It isn't primary sustenance as such, even if I'm sorry to note that there is an insatiable, agonizing hunger that accompanies such episodes.
[He pauses.] It's happened several times in the past few days, I assume because I haven't been able to take in enough to curb the urges.
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This isn't the same as a demon who will heal nearly immediately, whose wound he had to fight, but who could offer the deepest satisfaction. He wonders if he'll get used to this having to be more frequent, when he doesn't dare actually ask for enough to help more than temporarily.]
I... can't truly say. At home, it was regular but not frequent, as I... [This sounds pathetic and stupid, he feels.] ...both had a willing companion in the act who could offer a large amount of blood, and practiced a great deal of self-denial. It isn't primary sustenance as such, even if I'm sorry to note that there is an insatiable, agonizing hunger that accompanies such episodes.
[He pauses.] It's happened several times in the past few days, I assume because I haven't been able to take in enough to curb the urges.