How terrible it must've been to be involved against your will.

[ Even though the gaze itself is far off and withdrawn Gogol looks at the red-head with a pitying expression. Since the active threat has passed he lays a palm flat over his heart. Imagine getting caught in between those two instead of being the guy who hands the both of them a loaded gun though? Couldn't be him. ]

In the end what it came down to is a personal motivation I'd rather pursue! From the start there was only one of you I yearned to put in that situation and the rest were collateral.