[ he's never truly indulged gogol's quizzes or games prior to his imprisonment; they had annoyed him. been a constant disruption in his life, plans and inner peace (or lack of peace, perhaps). then, within meursault with nothing to stimulate him except for books he'd thought of them, a lot. more than he had admitted to himself until dazai joined him and gifted him companionship and someone to play game with.
certainly 'super happy chat time about problems' had not been a fyodor only special, but gogol doesn't know that.
if anything that boyish joy feels like a reward; today he draws a smile, tomorrow he'll draw a blade to carve it out. and so on and so forth.
he mouths the words meeting the request halfway, "let's stay in contact". ]
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certainly 'super happy chat time about problems' had not been a fyodor only special, but gogol doesn't know that.
if anything that boyish joy feels like a reward; today he draws a smile, tomorrow he'll draw a blade to carve it out. and so on and so forth.
he mouths the words meeting the request halfway, "let's stay in contact". ]